Book Break: Here Is Where We Meet

A colleague of mine stopped me a while back to loan me a book I hadn’t asked for. “It’s kind of hard to explain,” she said. “It starts with this old man meeting his dead mother seated on a park bench. It’s kind of a novel, kind of a memoir. I don’t know why, but I thought you might like to read it.”

The book was Here Is Where We Meet: a fiction by John Berger. That’s what she said, or something very like it. And I can’t characterize it much better. I can say that I’m glad I read it. It’s relatively short, beautifully written, intriguing start to finish, with amazing detail about history, anthropology, art, music, and food. I hesitate to recommend it, because I can’t even describe it, but I’d give it 3.5 to 4 stars (out of 5), with the caveat that I’m almost certain it’s going to stick with me and grow on me over time.

It is not a book for young readers, but not because it’s “adult” in the popular sense (although it has a few moments). It’s a mature book. I’m sure if I were to read it again in a decade or two (or had I grown up and come of age during the two World Wars) I would take different things from it. Perhaps I’ll read it again one day.

A few lines struck me as particularly thought-provoking or beautiful. I’m sharing primarily to not lose them when I return the book:

  • Describing 15,000-year-old cave paintings in France, and the arise of both need and ability of our Cro-Magnon ancestors to create them: “Art, it would seem, is born like a foal who can walk straight away. The talent to make art accompanies the need for that art; they arrive together.”
  • Describing the skill of a charcoal drawing of an ibex in the same cave: “Each line is as tense as a well-thrown rope…”
  • Wise words from a deceased mother: “You can either be fearless, or you can be free, you can’t be both.”

Finally, here is a review that captures my impressions fairly well.

Welcome to Littlefield

Feeling crummy today, except for one thing: this evening I wrote the first of what I hope will be many truth stories (read: semifictitious accounts of true life stories) on a new blog called Littlefield.

What do I mean by semifictitious? Well, some of you know my dad caught a 22-pound flathead catfish this summer, right? OK, so that’s a true story, and I’ve set it in an earlier time to drive home what it was like to grow up where and when I did.

I’m still trying to get the tone right, and I’m hoping no real people take exception, but mostly, I hope you all laugh a little. And please share your feedback. Hope to see you there.

Some Things Never Change

The laugh’s on me:
this year’s man
is last year’s man.”
—Ching An

Today was the first real day of autumn, in my opinion. Yesterday was blustery—windy, damp and grey—but that happens year-round in the Midwest. Today, however, dawned almost crisp—chilly enough to watch your breath curl in the sunlight, and dry enough by midmorning that a walk across campus sent the first yellow leaves skittering from underfoot as I went.

Those who know me know I love this time of year best … so why did I greet autumn with a touch of melancholy?

This summer marked the busiest on record for the Thorp clan. We traveled east and west to see family and friends, we played baseball and soccer, we volunteered, we practiced and performed tai chi, we celebrated and mourned with friends, we closed and liquidated a day care, we freelanced, and we did our jobs. We worked and we played. And occasionally, we slept.

What I didn’t do was write—or at least, not the things I hoped to. I wrote speeches and papers, and I’m mostly done with an article for the Journal of Asian Martial Arts. But my book stagnates, my fiction blog is just a shell, and this … well, you can look to the margin to see how much I blogged.

The truth is, with so many priorities, we scrambled through the summer just getting the day’s “musts” taken care of. When everything is a priority, nothing is.

I’m overextended, but what else is new? I always overcommit, always underestimate the time involved, and never, ever accomplish everything I’d like to. I know this about myself and can’t seem to compensate. This year’s man is last year’s man. Some things never change.

How My Mind Works

Facebook update, Thursday, June 25, 8:28 a.m.: Jim Thorp woke to early-morning thunder. Smiled and slept. Now enjoying the smell of coffee and a fresh-scrubbed world. The morning strikes me as a woman emerging naked from the shower, shaking droplets from her hair …

I realized last week — for the latest, and perhaps decisive, time — that I do not think like other men. I woke a week ago Thursday, turned our dogs loose to greet the new morning, and was immediately moved by what I found. I typed the message above on Facebook (if you’re on Facebook, find me at facebook.com/werdfu), and while a few people I know commented on it, it was clear to me that even if someone else thought about the morning in this way, few would ever record that thought, let alone publicize it.

Ah well. This is how my mind works.

A while later, as I drove across the county on an errand, I saw the broad blueness of the sky, the sudden greenness of the grass below. I watched as a flock of white waterfowl rose from the glassy surface of a distant lake and banked to catch the sun just right, so white against the cloudless blue. Beautiful, I thought, and my mind drifted, back, back …

… back to my days as a small-town newspaper reporter and a surprise favorite reporting assignment: a Mecosta County Senior Center Fashion Show. Imagine that: a young man in my early 20s, asked to cover (with photos and a story) a fashion show … at the senior center.

I know what I expected: several charming little old ladies in their Sunday best, sharing fashion tips and ideas with their friends. In my young and male head, this barely qualified as an event, much less news.

I arrived to find the senior center full, and a teenage boy dressed service-cap-to-gleaming-black-shoes in a WWII-era military dress uniform, awaiting orders. When everyone was seated, he disappeared into a back room, and emerged with a young woman from the local high school, dressed as though waiting for her beau to come home. She was beautiful — strikingly so — in her dress and hat, stockings and heels and long white gloves. I set my notebook aside and began to take snapshots.

As I recall, three or four young ladies took turns wearing fashions from the 1920s through the ’50s, and the older men and women laughed and applauded as the years fell away from their eyes. It was magical, and I tried to look at things differently afterward.

That is what I remembered as I drove across the county and back, and when I returned to my computer, I typed: Update: She’s dressed now — powder blue dress and matching pillbox, with a string of pearls and a shocking green clutch. Watch her out your window; she’s really quite something …

Ah well. This is how my mind works.

Trevor’s Ambitions

We spoke to Trevor last night about his ambitions — we had friends over, and they were asking the kids what they aspire to be when they grow up. Trevor said he wants to be an “army man, a police officer, a cowboy,” or (and here he smiled a little, shy smile, like he was showing us a glimpse of his soul) a “hobo swordsman.”

We questioned him further. Most questions were met with a small, inscrutable smile. He was infinitely patient with us. Apparently, if you grasp “hobo” and grasp “swordsman,” you’ve pretty much grokked his life plan. He likes trains, likes blades, and true to the hobo spirit, appears little concerned with a roof, or food, or money.

The world doesn’t have enough — or perhaps any! — hobo swordsmen, don’t you think? A story is emerging: Zatoichi-meets-Kwai Chang Caine-meets-The Twilight Samurai: a vagabond dressed in threadbare clothes, with only a sword to his name, riding the rails, righting the wrongs …

I already have the cover of the graphic novel sketched in my mind. I can write; who can draw?

If you haven’t seen The Twilight Samurai, check it out. One of my favorites. More heart and fewer arteries than typical samurai movies.